Discovering. I find myself doing that these days. Re-evaluating myself and looking me over..its not an easy process. Looking oneself over and examining your body and mind can be excruciating. But necessary!
Are we worthy? No. Am I worthy?!? No, and will I ever be? No. But am I even close to the requirements that God has given us...hmm, now that's food for thought. I'm not one to break out bible verses but Romans 12:1...my fav bible verse..."that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service."
You mean we have to do stuff?! :) God's love is unconditional yes but he requires some things from us. You can run from it, party from it, steal, lie, cheat, deny it even but you cannot hide from the Word. Its like a spotlight that will find you. Guess what it found me! My numbers hit :)...God says its time daughter...come now and do your reasonable service.