So, today has been an extremely exhausting and interesting day! A day is not normal it seems unless some disappointment appears. I think I definitely experienced a lot of emotions today...up, down, in the middle, happy, sad...fed up, tired, hopeful, excited and angry. They were all present...its as if they woke with me. All waiting in line for their turn...they came and went but I am still here. Stil thankful to the One and Only...my Father.
I lay here and reflect on this day...and come to only one conclusion. I have the power to change...only me. And perhaps things/my situation hasn't completely changed because I haven't. Its as if I'm waiting for something...I feel at times I'm supposed to just BE. Stop making plans, stop being busy and just concentrate on God. Not an easy task...but I will put my trust and confidence in only Him...